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C'est la vie: September 2005

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Feeling Plasticky

A few years ago, I was wooed by the brilliant marketing gimmick of this exclusive card for ladies. I remembered walking by myself in town area when a fairly good looking chap halted my tracks.

"Hi, I don't get it.... "
"Huh?!"
"Would you like to apply for the Ladies card?... the men don't get it!"

And to sweeten the deal, he handed me a long stalked red red rose ;)

Okok, as lame as it sounds but I was pretty impressed. It was brilliant eh, definitely beats going around handing out pamphlets ala the usual ways. I salute the advertising and marketing folks who came up with that concept! It was bloody brilliant, i say!

And till this day, I am still holding on to that card and I doubt I'll ever give it up (unless they decide to charge me annual fees, that is.)

So the Men don't get it, going back to the crux of my blogging vent today.

Yes girls can be over-emotional and sensitive at times, but seriously it baffles me how duff men can be?! They call us sensitive but I say our sensitivities arise from their lack of that! They call us emotional but I figure its because they are too insensitive to deal with our emotions. So the easiest way out is to brush us off as being over-emotional.

(I pause to digress. I have no idea what I just sprouted)

You know its very intriguing how women can get all ga-ga over flowers, especially when they come in huge bouquets! Someone at the workplace today receive TWO bouquets of roses and man, she was literally floating in utter bliss as she strolled back to her desk after collecting them from reception. I think it was her birthday or something. Some girls looked on in admiration.

Then, sitting on the next partion away from me is this colleague with two bouquets of dried red roses which sits triumphantly on her desk. Its like a trophy to shout out to the world, hey I have bouquets and this means someone loves / admires / likes me enough to buy them for me.

Yes yes yes the practical me thinks bouquets are a waste of moolah and they don't stay pretty long enough (unless you dry them on day 2).. I will never never openly express my need for them cause I don't think they are a necessity really... BUT still I think it will be, maybe nice to receive them once in a while. The men simply don't get it, how a bouquet of flower or even a mere stalk of flower can bring instant cheer to the womanfolk, not all of course.

The men simply don't get it, lah. Period.

But you know what, perhaps I shall go buy myself a stalk to flower tomorrow just to cheer myself up.

Afterall, I am a young independent woman of the 21st Century. If the men don't get it, I'll get it myself! ;)

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Que Sera Sera

When I was 19, I packed up my bags and left for Sydney to pursue further studies. I was sad and homesick. I missed home and friends.. that homely feeling...

At 25, I decided I needed a change of work environment, so I tendered my resignation and left for another workplace. I am feeling the same 'homesickness' now. I am missing my ex-colleagues... that familiar feeling...

Sigh.

Well, work is ok. Not much action happening yet since I am still learning the ropes. I don't forsee much difficulty in the job scope and I will certainly like to get into the groove of action soon. Its mundane sitting up at the desk all day long reading through manuals and surfing the intranet for information.

Well good news it I am eating and sleeping extremly well! Heh! 3 fixed meals a day and I go to bed before 11.30pm so I can rise & shine at 6am.

I shall endeavour to keep this routine up! :)

Sunday, September 25, 2005

New routine

Eeks. New work starts tomorrow.

I am feeling jittery.

Its 9.46pm and I should probably get ready to go to bed soon.

Jones has this annoying speck of dust inside the LCD screen and I am disturbed by it. I am going to bring it to the camera shop tomorrow to see if they can fix it.

Ok, send all your good vibes my way. I feel nervous, akin to the deja vu feeling of the day before first day of school!

:/

Friday, September 23, 2005

A new chapter

Ok, I am officially unemployed for now. Its true since I only start the new job on Monday :D

Bade farewell today and it was certainly with a mixed array of emotions. To those whom I am close to at work, I had no goodbyes to say because I know I will still continue to keep in touch with them. To those otherwise, well I only had polite 'fare-thee-well's to render.

And it was heartwarming when I received phone calls and emails of appreciation from the folks I work with in the Europe region. Funny how though we may never met, the uncanny connection and rapport still exist. To the ones who are fond of calling me ever so often for work related issues, they expressed their shock and sadness that I'm leaving. They thanked me for the support and assistance these while; and said this was a great loss to them. A huge part of me felt thrilled and comforted that my quality of work is recognised and appreciated.

It was overwhelming... those 'pats' on the shoulder!

Emotions stacked aside, I'm going to enjoy this long weekend before the new work kicks in on Monday! And yes, in the bright early morning as Fang is always ever quick to remind me! :D

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Hossan rocks

I took Hossan out for a test run in the morning on the MRT and he's brilliant! :) And I texted Fang about this amazing new kid on the block.

Me: The headphones are amazing! :) Test running it on the mrt
Fang: That is good. Then you can enjoy your music at 7plus in the morning.. Heh.
Me: Oh yes you have to remind me huh.. ;-D
Fang: Heh...Couldn't resist rubbing in mah.

Ah yes, its my last day tomorrow at the current work place. The new job commences Monday 27th Sept. Time to get my circadian rhythm realigned to the normal people hours.

I can hardly wait! :D

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Bridget has a new boyfriend

... which I will fondly call Hossan :D

Hossan came delivered to my door step today and mama mia, he rocks!! Woohoo :)

And it isn't that butt ugly or tak-glam wearing it. Looks like a hairband and the earphones aren't that huge like the usual sennheiser ones. So I'm a happy person who will have nice and crisp music to accompany me when I commute to work. I've been wearing it for the last hour and its quite comfy too! Double bonus! ;)

Presenting Hossan all curled up in his protective case!



No photos of me with Hossan cause my hair is in great disarray and I look like I could do with some sleep :)

I love my steak medium done

With just 3 more days to my last at the current workplace, I am being spoilt by my colleagues. They have been taking me out for some good lunches and dinners :)

We went to Victor's Cafe this evening and I had the rib-eyed steak for main course.. It was yummy. I also had the mushroom soup and caesar's salad topped with smoked salmon before this, but I was too famished to remember to take photos :D

I later washed my steak down with the Yam Icecream for desert! Heavenly! :)~

Monday, September 19, 2005

Without Jones

My weekend was an exciting but photo-less one without my baby Jones. How could I forget to pack him into my bag?

Friday
-I was on leave!!
-Saw my chiropractor for a session before she flew off to Italy that very evening for 10 days.
-Went to get a hair cut and do hair treatment
-Bought a box of double yolk moon cake for his folks at Tangs, why are they so expensive??
-Trotted to Taka to check out the bags collection, my colleagues are planning a farewell gift for me in the form of a gift voucher and they wanted me to tell them which shopping mall vouchers I'll like
-Met him for dinner at Waraku again, I had the same hotake cheese mayonaise again :D
-We went TV, furniture browsing & grocery shopping at Meidi-Ya at Liang Court.. I love love that supermarket with all its Japanese snacks and whatnots!

Saturday
We went to the Apple Store at Wheelock Place, intending to buy the Sennheiser headphones, the ones that come with the Ipod aren't great when commuting and at the rate I cranked up the volume, I'm going to go half deaf in no time.

They didn't have the stocks I wanted so I had to order them online..

Heh, I hope the new toy comes soon! A bit tak-glam looking but who cares? I like my music clear especially during the morning traffic on the Mrt.

Did I mention my new job which commences on 26th Sept will have been starting at 8.30am?? That means being on the road as early as 7ish!!

Sunday
中秋节快乐! Yummy yummy mooncakes.

There are still some snowskin green tea flavoured ones in the freezer, yay :D

Friday, September 16, 2005

What Shazza Wants

World Peace.

Ok that may sound bimbotic ala Miss Beauty Pagent style. But hey, with the crazy things going on these days (natural disasters like tsunami, hurricanes and decapitation of bodies etc), it would be nice to have some world peace for a change.

In His Name.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Argh

Alamak! Something's wrong with blogger tonight. It wiped out my post when I clicked "publish post". Eeks. I should have copied my post before hitting that button.. :$

And now I am too lazy to retype the whole thing.

Anyway.... I had dinner this Japanese Restaurant named Waraku at Marina Square today and I tried their Katsu Curry Don.

Its not too bad but what fascinated me the most was how HUGE the bowl was. Its bigger than my head (which is quite big methinks) and one can certainly wear it as a helmet! :D

Haha!

And as usual, I overate again. Finished the whole Katsu Curry Don plus Chawan Mushi AND shared Agedashi Tofu & Hotake Cheese Mayonaisse with my colleagues.

I am still so bloated now, and dinner ended at 9pm eh? In bloaty times like this, where is the good ole Eno Salt when you need it? :(

I shall remember to ctrl A and ctrl C before I hit the orange button that screams "Publish Post" this time! Hmpf.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Singapore Open

It was a weekend of couching in front of the tell watching the Singapore Open showing live.

World's number 7 golf player and the winner of 2005 Singapore Open - Adam Scott is such a cutie ;)

Even his mum thinks so too.

Heh.. he's soooooo cute!!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

I feel fuzzy

"Now I can show off my girlfriend to people"

You see, he puts a photo of me in his wallet. Why do I feel all chocolately-melty inside?

*giggles like a silly girl*

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Family

I think its very sweet that my parents love going on short getaways together. Afterall, they are both retired and should be enjoying their golden years!

And its nice, once in a while, when we learn are forced to fend for ourselves. Doing the laundry, cooking and making the bed etc. And doing the dishes! Its times like this that make me appreciate my mum for the little things she does for me. Household chores are really a chore, methinks. Fortunately they will be back on Thursday!! Phew.

So, I woke in the afternoon feeling super groggy and lerthagic. Half contemplating skipping lunch but my wonderful sister decided that she would make me lunch! Haha, I can't remember when was the last time I saw my lil sis step into the kitchen!!

So this was what she prepared.. it even came with napkin and cutlery! :D I am wondering if she will make me lunch again tomorrow?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Closure

The ex emailed me today asking for forgiveness for the pain and hurt he caused me. I was a blank when I read it - its not that my heart had stopped feeling or turned icy cold. But I simply had no describable feeling or emotion. I was neither thrilled nor agitated; neither glad nor bemused; neither surprised nor shocked. I was just fine, and well simply nonchalent.

Its not right to publish his email on the WWW, but I hope he is genuinely sincere about turning over a new leaf. Then again, its not my perogative to judge. God sees the heart and I can only have faith and trust. Though I must admit I was quick to judge the authencity of his remorse.

I replied his email and told him that I no longer bear ill feelings towards him; and that my wounds have healed. I wished him a blessed life ahead and with God's blessings.

Those were the words from my heart.

Will I want to meet him? No I won't and I don't see the need to. Whilst the wounds have healed, I do not see why I should attempt to pry them open again. To pierce those wounds in my heart again would be unfair for my current beau. I don't want to offer him a broken and wounded heart. He's a great blessing in my life and I find myself loving him more and more each day. And the last thing I would do is to hurt him.

Closure, full closure please. I forgive you for the hurt you brought, but let's get on with our own lives alright. God bless and may you find the peace within you.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

The Weekend

Life's so much more fun with Jones around! ;) Its quite fun to snap snap and capture those moments.

And Fang, you are so right.. video recording with audio is so much fun! ;D

Here are the photos for my wonderful weekend...

Friday
It was Jac's birthday and we gathered at Winebar to celebrate. Steph and Jo came by to meet up with me and we had a good laugh and bitching session together.

Love these two ex-colleagues-turned-good friends! :)

These are the photos we managed to take before the waiter came by and say "excuse me, no photos allowed please"



With Steph and later with Jo; with KK and a "I'm going to concuss" look on Jason! Hiya, never take with the birthday girl!

Saturday
SAJC reunion dinner at the Malan Campus.

The college will be moving to a new campus in December and this dinner is both a fundraising event and a big gathering of Saints from all the different years!

Was quite nice really, soaking in the Saint-ly atmosphere and seeing old familar faces of school mates and teachers.

I was little upset and glum for 10 minutes. Jason was passing me Jones and it kindda slipped and Jones fell onto the table. It now bore a glorious dented scar on his left top edge. Oh how my heart ached!! :(



Before the dinner, with Zhenyun, our crazy "1-2-7 pose" and my irritating bros.

Sunday
Attended his friend's baby's first month celebration luncheon!


Group photo and the cute An-Yi sleeping soundly in her mommy's arms. So cute.

And these are silly photos I took of myself on Saturday night after the dinner! Haha. You can tell I was quite zonked out.


Ren- did you notice I wore the earrings you gave me on Friday, Saturday AND Sunday? ;) That's how much I love them leh!

Friday, September 02, 2005

Names for my babies

Ipod - Bridget
Digi cam - Jones

Haha! ;)

Stinky stinky

Hiyo, goodness me. The stinky feeling was really stinky alright.

At the comex exhibition with Fang this afternoon, I couldn't resist the temptation and I came back with two items!!!

*Last year I went to the same exhibition with the same person, and I bought Toshi the laptop.



Presenting my newest gadgets..... Ipod and Casio Exilim EX-Z500! :) I was going to get the Creative Mp3 player, possibly the Zen Micro but the butt ugly design put me off and because Fang was telling me about the Ipod photo, we fought our way to the Apple booth! Darn the crowds were horrible and all the booming loudspeakers and amplifiers were enough to drive me insane.

My heart was stolen when I laid my eyes on the Ipod. 20G Mono for $398. The Ipod photo was tempting but it was priced at $528. The Zen Micro 5G which I was eyeing was going for $399!

Oh look.. my new babies having their virgin battery charging... :D Check out the LCD screen of the digicam. 2.7 inch! Woohoo!



And 'clothes' for the new babies. Ipod socks in multiple colours and the gucci-coloured faux leather case for the digicam!



I'm going to think of names for these two babies. Anyone has any ideas? ;D

I'm going to go play with the Ipod CD Software now!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

I love surprises and answering questions :)

So I was dragging my tired body home at 2.30am moments ago. I turned the knob as quietly as I could and shut the gate as gently as I could.

Kicked off my shoes and saw this on the side table near the shoe cabinet! :D

A parcel for me! From Ren!



I ripped the package open and a cute Happy House Piggy wiggled at me.



And I opened it and I was horrified to see Hello Kitty Stickers all over! Haha.. Ooh and a pouch with something inside...



So gorgeous! I love it! :) Yet another pretty earrings from ren xiaojie!



Thanks girl! Hugs.

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Tagged by Ren

seven things that scare me
1-creepy crawlies especially flying cockroaches
2-infidelity
3-loneliness
4-cruelty
5-being betrayed by people whom you thought you can trust
6-seeing a loved one suffer but not being able to help
7-being penniless

seven things i like the most
1-Sleeping
2-Watching cartoons
3-Ice cream
4-Spending time with Kooki
5-Going for holidays
6-Shopping at flea markets
7-Eating

seven important things in my room
1-My Toshi Laptop
2-Aircon
3-My bed
4-CDs
5-Books
6-The door which I shut close when I want to be alone
7-My dresser

seven random facts about me
1-I can't drive a manual car
2-I'm a very soft hearted person
3-I sleep on the left side but wake up on the right
4-I hate almond jelly
5-I'm 1.65m tall and weigh 47kg
6-I take a while to warm up to people
7-I miss Jackie

seven things i plan to do before i die
1-See the world
2-Get married and have kids
3-Volunteer or go on mission trip
4-Master French
5-Figure out how to cook the best Tom Yum Goong
6-Tell everyone that matters to me how much they mean to me
7-Be as successful as I can in the work arena

seven things i can't do
1-Drive a manual car
2-Being cruel to animals
3-Put on weight
4-Say "I don't care" and really meaning it
5-Play office politics
6-Speak French fluently
7-Bend and touch my toes (I'm so inflexible)

seven people who will have to do (if they want, I guess)
1-Pam
2-Fang
3-Jac
4-Lizzie
5-Cass
6-??
7-??

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Eeps! Its 4.30am already! I better go sleep. Meeting Fang for the PC show tomorrow!! :) I got a stinky feeling I'm going to come back with something.. a mp3 player perhaps? :D

Good night, or rather good morning! :)