Sunday lazy me
How was everyone's Christmas day?
Mine was good. No wild parties, no painting the town red.. just a nice cozy Christmassy dinner at Pam's house. This is the second year that Pam has nicely invited me over to her place :) As usual, there was lots of yummilicious food to gorge on, lots of carol singing and laughter. Simple and nice, the way I like it.
It would have been a perfect day if I hadn't received missed calls on my cell phone from the ex (note how I don't refer to him anymore as my ex but rather the ex now). He left me a Christmas greeting on my messagebank. Funny how he likes to spring surprise calls whenever he feels like it. He would play the appearance and disappearance games whenever he fancies. I'm getting really tired of all his mind games - I didn't want to call back and left it as that. And my heart felt really alright. I didn't feel sad.
This morning (or rather this afternoon) when I woke up, I saw another missed call from him. Gosh, what does he want?! Blah! Honestly I couldn't be bothered to find out. Left the phone as silent mode and went to grab lunch.
Cruel? Cold-hearted? Maybe. But I really don't want to go through another emotional upheaval again. Its a tad early to set new year resolutions, but one thing I am going to resolve to do it to guard my heart and fend it from people threatening to break it to pieces again.
Less than a week to the new year! 2005 I await thee with great anticipation! :)
Mine was good. No wild parties, no painting the town red.. just a nice cozy Christmassy dinner at Pam's house. This is the second year that Pam has nicely invited me over to her place :) As usual, there was lots of yummilicious food to gorge on, lots of carol singing and laughter. Simple and nice, the way I like it.
It would have been a perfect day if I hadn't received missed calls on my cell phone from the ex (note how I don't refer to him anymore as my ex but rather the ex now). He left me a Christmas greeting on my messagebank. Funny how he likes to spring surprise calls whenever he feels like it. He would play the appearance and disappearance games whenever he fancies. I'm getting really tired of all his mind games - I didn't want to call back and left it as that. And my heart felt really alright. I didn't feel sad.
This morning (or rather this afternoon) when I woke up, I saw another missed call from him. Gosh, what does he want?! Blah! Honestly I couldn't be bothered to find out. Left the phone as silent mode and went to grab lunch.
Cruel? Cold-hearted? Maybe. But I really don't want to go through another emotional upheaval again. Its a tad early to set new year resolutions, but one thing I am going to resolve to do it to guard my heart and fend it from people threatening to break it to pieces again.
Less than a week to the new year! 2005 I await thee with great anticipation! :)
posted by Shazza at Sunday, December 26, 2004
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