Still lurking around, somewhere.
I haven't been updating much these days. I was thinking about it and it striked me that I blog more when I am upset and trapped in the blues. Word Therapy I call that. Hmm. So I guess less blogging is good news? :)
Its amazing how fast the year has passed us by. Its now Oct and before we are ready to embrace 2005, we will soon hear the Christmas bells ringing. I used to reckon that my days are dreadful and life's a constant struggle. These days, I take things slower and slowly. I pause to breathe and reflect; what used to gripe me and leave me boiling mad no longer irritate as much. There are some days where I feel different, almost like a changed and different person. Its a very surreal feeling, almost out of this world. When I go into that mode, I find myself looking at myself, my life, my thoughts, my deeds from a 3rd person's perspective. And suddenly, all seems clearer and less complicated. Weird.
For some of you who know, I do have another blog which is in Mandarin. I love how it seems easier for me to express myself in Mandarin at times... the words just come naturally. Guess the stress on bilingual education since young hadn't all gone to waste. Ha. Wonder if I would be able to blog entirely in French one day. That would be nice, shall see.
I love to receive emails. Something other than spam mails in my mailbox will be nice. If you are wondering what's up with me or would like to holler, drop me a mail.
Take care everyone.
Its amazing how fast the year has passed us by. Its now Oct and before we are ready to embrace 2005, we will soon hear the Christmas bells ringing. I used to reckon that my days are dreadful and life's a constant struggle. These days, I take things slower and slowly. I pause to breathe and reflect; what used to gripe me and leave me boiling mad no longer irritate as much. There are some days where I feel different, almost like a changed and different person. Its a very surreal feeling, almost out of this world. When I go into that mode, I find myself looking at myself, my life, my thoughts, my deeds from a 3rd person's perspective. And suddenly, all seems clearer and less complicated. Weird.
For some of you who know, I do have another blog which is in Mandarin. I love how it seems easier for me to express myself in Mandarin at times... the words just come naturally. Guess the stress on bilingual education since young hadn't all gone to waste. Ha. Wonder if I would be able to blog entirely in French one day. That would be nice, shall see.
I love to receive emails. Something other than spam mails in my mailbox will be nice. If you are wondering what's up with me or would like to holler, drop me a mail.
Take care everyone.
posted by Shazza at Wednesday, October 13, 2004
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