Of feeling misunderstood
"Work wise well i pick up things now and then. But i cant stand SC; Seriously i think i have nothing against newbies who work hard to achieve what they want in life. Afterall everyone has a dream to achieve something at work but .. i kinda dispise those who play tricks behind other's back and act as if nothing is wrong. Cant stand those who take that extra mile to get that kind of results. Well thats me. I guess at the end of the day its fate. Its all about how much we humans can accept each other as who we are instead of trying so hard to change ourselves to adapt to others"
18 Nov 2005, she wrote
It was very disheartening when I chanced about what she wrote... she being a colleague I work closely with at work.
Is that how she sees me? I searched myself and my conscience is clear. Playing tricks behind others' back is not my forte, neither is that a scheme of mine. I hate politics. And about me trying so hard to change myself? I do not compromise myself, my moral standards... and I certainly do not morph myself to become a clown to adapt to others. The only thing I tried so hard is to pick things up as quickly and as best as I could, so I can help with work proper.
My heart is sanked this instant and I am feeling very misunderstood... :(
18 Nov 2005, she wrote
It was very disheartening when I chanced about what she wrote... she being a colleague I work closely with at work.
Is that how she sees me? I searched myself and my conscience is clear. Playing tricks behind others' back is not my forte, neither is that a scheme of mine. I hate politics. And about me trying so hard to change myself? I do not compromise myself, my moral standards... and I certainly do not morph myself to become a clown to adapt to others. The only thing I tried so hard is to pick things up as quickly and as best as I could, so I can help with work proper.
My heart is sanked this instant and I am feeling very misunderstood... :(
1 Comments:
Joan,
Yap it's a sucky feeling. But I'm confused... I work very closely with this girl (3 of us in the team) and in the past 2 weeks (with the other girl on leave), i thought we worked well together and things were ok...
Maybe her impression of me have changed over these two weeks?
I don't know what to make out of all these...
Ren,
I was adding another fellow colleague on friendster when I saw hers. So I clicked on her profile and she has this friendster blog...
And all her friends on the friendsters are people from work...
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