Bon weekend?
Its been a crazy weekend with shopping and unpacking for the new house. And gosh, not to mention the amount of money I spent. It is now only middle of the month and I am pretty broke already. Good thing I have savings set aside for a rainy day.
Its back to work tomorrow and I'm actually feeling quite happy about it! I like being at work - it makes me feel useful and occupied. Does that make me a workaholic? I used to view work as an outlet to escape from my problems. I saw work as a safety net, I would work myself really hard to the point of sheer exhaustion and I loved how tired I was after a day's work. And I dreaded the weekends cause there's not work. It was a routine I set for myself - work, home, sleep, wake up, work. For a while, it was the panacea to my broken heart.
Now? I no longer feel that way. The heart is slowly mending and time does heal, really cliche to say but how true. And weekends are no longer dreadful.
1st September will be an important day. Last year that day, it marked 2 important events of my life and I wouldn't be where I am today if not for them. Sometimes I looked back and wonder why things happened the way they did, but if God is in charge I just have to have faith and believe.
Trust and obey, for there's no other way.
Its back to work tomorrow and I'm actually feeling quite happy about it! I like being at work - it makes me feel useful and occupied. Does that make me a workaholic? I used to view work as an outlet to escape from my problems. I saw work as a safety net, I would work myself really hard to the point of sheer exhaustion and I loved how tired I was after a day's work. And I dreaded the weekends cause there's not work. It was a routine I set for myself - work, home, sleep, wake up, work. For a while, it was the panacea to my broken heart.
Now? I no longer feel that way. The heart is slowly mending and time does heal, really cliche to say but how true. And weekends are no longer dreadful.
1st September will be an important day. Last year that day, it marked 2 important events of my life and I wouldn't be where I am today if not for them. Sometimes I looked back and wonder why things happened the way they did, but if God is in charge I just have to have faith and believe.
Trust and obey, for there's no other way.
posted by Shazza at Sunday, August 15, 2004
1 Comments:
:) been there. walking through it now too..
but have to learn to let GOd be my escape. not anything or anything else. :)
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